Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Lonely in Santa Barbara

Being lonely in a beautiful place like Santa Barbara is truly a horrible experience. As I've said many times, a beautiful environment can be the darkest hell if you have to experience it all alone, especially while having to watch other men walking around with their girlfriends. I wish girls were attracted to me. I don't know why they aren't.

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    1. I'm sure he will be waiting there for you, when you finally die and go there to rot.

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    2. My video & following text (scroll down the page to read it) will explain everything rather well.

      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhFznba67Ew

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  2. This POOR MISGUIDED KID AND EVERYONE ELSE COULD HAVE BEEN SAVED BY EFT....http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=EFT+fo+lonliness OPRAH, ELLEN, DR OZ, DR PHIL AND ALL THE LAMESTEAM TV "Programers' I LIABLE..THEY COULD HAVE HAD AN EFT CHANNEL TEACHING THIS FOR AT LEAST THE LAST 20 YEARS BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... THEY NEED 'MURDERS' FOR RATINGS MONEY ADVERTISERS..SCUM WORSE THAN THE POOR KID...

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  3. Its really sad... his father should have talked to him...
    This was a waste of his young misguided life and the young women.

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    1. You probably already know this by now, but his parents already intervened multiple times, and they even called the cops on him. This kid was driven, and determined to keep his true intentions under wraps until the very last second.

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    3. >This was a waste of his young misguided life and the young women.

      Why does everybody forget the men? 2 women and 4 men were murdered.

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    4. Elliot Rodger was a low selfesteemed, emotionally stunted, antisocial, undateable, creepazoid loser. Self Proclaimed, "Nice/Good Guys" ALWAYS are. He's no great loss!!

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  4. Oh poor me ooh girls are not attracted to me, its your fucking attitude deadman thats why there not attractive to you and if you are lucky a fucking necrophile girl will maybe be attracted to your corpse.

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  5. Maybe if people didn't treat him poorly then non of this would of happened. I think people should take this as a lesson about how we should treat other.

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    1. Very true. What he did was wrong but we forget how we sometimes treat other people. No one knew what this kid was going through that's why no one helped him out. Feel bad for him and the rest of the people.

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    2. you should have fucked him. coulda saved a lot of people.

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    3. I've seen a lot of comments along the lines of, "This is a lesson to show that we should always been nice to people!!" but this doesn't really make sense and I hope that if you watch his video you will understand why. He said, "If I can't have you, girls, then I will destroy you"(one of many quotes like this). So a women deny your sexual advances is a crime punishable with death? It wasn't really that people weren't "nice" to him, it was that he didn't believe that women have a right to not of sex with him and decided to deal with this by murdering innocent people.

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    4. I would have fucked him to save those lives...

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    5. This is definitely not a lesson. This is just a kid thats fucked up head. If people kill people because of bullying then obviously they weren't mentally strong enough to survive in this world in the first place. The "I'm a 22 year old virgin" is just an excuse he is using. If he wasn't a virgin he probably would of killed his parents or his teachers for punishing him or some bullshit like that. Elliot even wrote in his memoir that he wanted to kill his little brother because someday his brother would lose his virginity and that would be "unfair".

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    6. Are you fucking kidding me? We ALL go through hard times, we have all been discriminated, we have all been treated in a wrong way at some time. Yet, not all of us do this egotistical display of anger. People are not responsible for my so called miserable life. He was just a spoiled little man that couldn't understand that people can not be bought.

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    7. Are you serious with this??? You are putting the blame on everyone else, it seems. This guy thought the world of HIMSELF, and made the villains anyone who didn't recognize his greatness. He blamed men with "game" for their ability to get girls, and he blamed girls for not being attracted to him. Sounds like another George Sodini here (the lonely guy who shot women in the gym a few years back), People were mean to him? Oh boohoo. Who HASN'T had someone treat them poorly, and yet we don't flip shit and go on a rampage. No no. The blame lies with him. His parents did all they could to acclimate him, to get him help, to pay attention to him. He had pussy envy, and he plotted and exacted revenge for events he deemed unworthy of his magnificence. Don't blame others. Blame the murderer.

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    8. Spot on Jamie. No Girl in her right mind would date his weirdo, stalky, rapey, killer, creepy arse!!

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  6. Good night sweet prince. /pol/ will always remember

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  8. Too bad, he was a good looking kid, not sure why he couldn't pull any girls....

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    1. I know - he was very good looking. Sad case. Mike
      www.crimejail.com

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    2. He had aspergers syndrome and had difficulties in social situations.

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    3. Don't blame aspergers syndrome for why he couldn't connect with anyone. His racism, sexism, narcissism, paranoia, sense of entitlement, neediness and just down right evil mind are the things that repelled girls and his peers like the plague. People didn't give him the time of day because he was an ostentatious creepy asshole.

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    4. VERY well said, Amanda!!! Thank you!!!!

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    5. Bingo. So called "Nice Guys" are always fucking creepy......misfitted, emotionally stunted little turds

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  9. RIP. This is why you should always treat people with love and respect.

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    1. If there is an afterlife, I surely do NOT wish him to rest in peace. The people he killed should have had a life in peace. Anyway, I agree, one should treat people with respect - this is only one aspect of life in which this killer failed. Love from a partner is something you earn, or might gain, not something anyone is entitled to . This privileged bourgeois simpleton couldn't understand that love or affection aren't things you are ENTITLED to.

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    2. He didn't have love and respect because he deserved neither, no one could stand his disgusting personality.

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    3. No - love and respect are given openly to those who display love and respect. If people are evil, misogynistic, egotistical, self-righteous sociopaths, they get none of the love and respect that loving and respectful people deserve.

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    4. "Nice Guys" finish LAST, because that's all their creepy, whiny, desperate, needy, failure as a Man asses deserve

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  10. Elliot, I was you, 20 years ago I was mad at the world for the VERY SAME reason. You are, or were a gentleman, good looking and no doubt kind. Sad that you were driven to this. I would like your family to know I understand. I suspect you were a good person inside. Mike crimejail.com

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    1. NO DOUBT KIND? HE FUCKING SLAUGHTERED WOMEN

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    2. Kind? You are a fucking idiot. He was sick inside. Not some innocent viticm. He knew was mental. And he decided to ignore it. How do you think that makes him a good person unless your just as ugly sick. You want sex... its called internet. Tons of equally fucked in the head girls with no friends desprite for love out there too.

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    3. He wasn't a kind person nor a gentleman at all, that's why he couldn't connect with anyone. He was racist, sexist, shallow, paranoid and entitled. He thought of people as objects to use and got mad because of his failure to use them. People were turned off by his personality and whatever disingenuous niceness he displayed with ulterior motives that were probably transparent to everyone or came off as creepy. He made it impossible for anyone to like him.

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    4. I agree he was so lonely and sad but dome people are just to ignorant to believe that he went through a living hell from a lot of people who bullied him he just couldnt take it any longer it all got to much for him some people will just have to learn to stop giving others a hard time

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    5. The only thing he's done wrong was murder those people. Everything else thats being said about him is proving him right about what he experienced - bullying, alpha males and the women who liked them, socially stuck up people who ironically but not surprisingly take advantage of these issues to hide other problems they turn a blind eye too.

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    6. He's a typical "Nice/Good Guy", Women deal with them everyday. They're insecure, lack confidence, have self esteem issues, especially dealing with Women. They sulk about the injustice of being "friend zoned", they whine about "bitches not giving Good Guys a chance", "Women choose the wrong Guys" (apparently the job of choosing partners for Women is the job of Fellas), "Women choose jerks over "Good Guys" who treat them better". These dropkicks and freaks are "Good Guys" in their own minds only, legends in their own lunchboxes. Women don't date them because their insecurity, low self esteem, desperation, neediness, and craving for the approval of Women, is a massive turn off. Sorry to say it, but so called "Nice Guys finish last"......because that's what they deserve. It's a Girl's right to choose who she dates and goes to bed with, and nobody else's, and she doesn't have to justify it to anybody. When a Girl turns a Guy down, she's automatically right and justified for doing that, no matter what the reason is.....it's that simple

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    7. Mysadworld, that's a typical "Nice Guy" response. According to "Nice Guys", everybody else is to blame but them, for their inability to find Girlfriends or get laid, except them. Stuck up bitches that are too good for them, gold digging bitches who want a Guy with more money, Shallow Bitches who want a better looking Guy. Hell even the loathed and hated by guys like you "Alpha Jerks", you know, "Asshole jerks that give us "Good Guys" a bad name. Everything and everybody else is to blame according to guys like You and Elliot Rodger. Everything and everybody else that is, except yourselves. It's NEVER your fault, it's not your creepy clingyness, neediness, and craving for the approval of people, Women included, because your self esteem is so low. Noooooooooooo it can't possibly be your fault now, can it. Let's look for scapegoats, Bitches and Alpha Jerks are always favourites with Guys like you

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    8. White knight alert, m'goodsir!

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  11. I feel sorry for him and the loss of his family and his victims. Underneath his delusions and narcissism he was just a very sad & lonely kid. He probably was given everything as a young adult, but that doesn't substitute love and the feeling of being wanted by others. I suspect he was neglected emotionally most of his life. I'm sorry it came to this. Just because someone is "rich" doesn't mean they have everything. RIP to all.

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  12. Of course he is getting labeled as "white" when he is Eurasian. Typical. But I do feel bad for the kid, it's not easy if you're "different" and don't fit in with others or think the way they do. Too bad he didn't learn to deal with his feelings in a more constructive manner, and his parents apparently weren't there for him. It appears they gave him material items instead of help and care, Daddy was probably too busy with a new girlfriend and family and his Hollywood career to care about his grown kid, so who's surprised? Doesn't make any of this right, just makes it more understandable.

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    1. http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=EFT+FOR+RAGE

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  13. In a way I can understand his hatred. We are bombarded in the media and online by pictures of very beautiful celebrities and girls on sites like Instagram, Facebook and so on. It creates an idealised and unrealistic view of what life is really like. If you don't fit in with that life, or you don't feel you fit in, then it can breed hatred and resentment. But of course that doesn't justify killing innocent people. The guy should and could have sought out help. He gave up too easily

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    1. The only thing that separates him from the rest is that he murdered people. Otherwise there's people out there that are no better than him. They are just better at convincing everyone else otherwise.

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    2. The only difference between Elliot Rodger and every other creepy, needy, desperate, Woman hating "Nice Guy", ia Rodger killed women for it. Read through his so called manifesto closely, he expressed the same hostility, hatred and resentment toward women, that every other perpetually single "Nice Guy" does. They're undateable losers.....fullstop....end of story!!!

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  14. That is what you called... SLIME. He was too spoiled... and wanted this and that... and he can't get girl, then wahhh and he went off killing people. Sad.

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  15. Looking for more information on this crazy animal? Find everything about this guy's life at: www.elliotrodgershooter.com

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  16. I can't believe the ignorant remarks on this stupid website! Everybody keeps saying "He should have got help!" You think it's that easy??? Get help, then everything will be fine and dandy! Please! Life fucking sucks! All the therapy in the world won't change that fact. Talk to a psychiatrist and take their lousy anti-depressants and that's supposed to make all your problems go away? Get real. Psychiatry is nothing but a racket. It exists to make money. Period.

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    1. GOT THAT RIGHT. THEY ARE PIMPS FOR THE BIG PHARMS...PEOPLE ARE SO STUPID ARENT THEY?

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  17. Boo hoo hoo. I'm so sad, my life sucks, I think I'll kill some people.
    I do not have any sympathy for him. I feel sorry for the people who have suffered through hurricanes in the Gulf, tornados in the Mid-West, who have lost loved ones in Afghanistan or on 9/11.
    Want to make yourself more attractive to the opposite sex? Stop thinking "me, me, me" and do something for someone else!

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  18. I don't know why you idiots are writing shit about him here. He's dead and can't read it. You're wasting your worthless time.

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    1. Is it truly a waste of time? Albeit Elliot cannot access his Twitter, FB, or YouTube from beyond the grave, and I don't agree with everything I've been reading here;
      but it's better if these comments on how "reality bites, deal with it" can wake up ONE poor, delusional, self-entitled soul and make him realize that life is more than just money and pussy—and that the world does not revolve around him and, in the meantime he needs to better himself—before he grabs the nearest weapon and regrets his actions.

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  19. He had Autism. Maybe that kept people from being friends with him? People can be cruel, & hopefully we don't find out he was being taunted & abused for Autism. A lot of people would have to live with these deaths then because they would be complicit.

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    1. There's a lot of people who are complicit in a lot of things in this world, and most of them are completely unaware of it, and for that matter, probably don't feel a bit of regret. Near the end of his manifesto, you can tell he completely goes off the deep end, but for most of it, it's just traumatizing experience after traumatizing experience at the hands of other human beings. Frankly, it's hard to read. I would hazard a guess that a lot of people, male or female, going through what he did, would either kill themselves or others - especially if they are already wired in some neuro-divergent ways.

      He was taunted and abuse for basically his entire life, if his manifesto is accurate. These people here calling him slime, scum, doesn't deserve to rest in peace? They are the real scum. They don't deserve an untimely death, but they are scum nonetheless. And THEY lack empathy, not the other way around - and while I don't condone what he did, and never would, I also don't condone the kind of shit by retard "neurotypicals" that got him to that point. I've always found it hilarious that an asperger's trait is "lack of empathy" - seems to me it's the other way around. If you had a world of people with asperger's do you think we'd still have silly wars? Do you think we'd distribute wealth so inequitably? Do you think we'd bully each other and exclude eachother? Society is sick as fuck, my hope is that Asperger's is nature's way of FIXING THAT. I truly hope one day we can all live in love and peace.

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    3. thx... you truly do get it...

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    4. You people are forgetting that it was his bad personality that ultimately turned everyone away for him and call him such things because he deserved it. Don't blame his lack of social skills, blame his bad personality.

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    5. Zaruzahad i agree with MM. You get it. As for the others he maybe stupid because he got outsmarted by sorority girls, but just because his personality is bad doesnt mean he deserved to be bullied and taunted. Go laugh it up with the sorority girls at UCSB...cause im sure thats what they are doing too.

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    6. amanda...u are incredibly ignorant. grow up and get some humanity. and nobody could be outsmarted by a sorority girl...cliques are what create exclusion...how pretentious!

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  20. Because you were so creepy that people made comparisons to Patrick Bateman after merely reading your writings and watching you talk to a camera.

    BEFORE YOU KILLED PEOPLE.

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  21. Sad that he is getting the comments he obviously craved and desperately needed but its too late. This is another tragic reminder of how mental illness is not getting treated with equal importance as other sicknesses.
    It is heartbreaking to read his entry as it is obvious that his sheer desperation and loneliness drove him to such horrendous crime.......I have mixed feelings, anger for what he did and yet sorrow and pity for him too....to think that a single friend or a few kind words could have changed his views on the world and prevented this from happening is heart breaking..sounds like all he needed was a friend. Very sad.

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    1. Nah actually he just wanted some pussy.

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  22. Found his other blog lol.

    Creepy blog
    http://stuffseurasianslike.wordpress.com/2013/07/14/9/

    http://stuffseurasianslike.wordpress.com/2013/07/14/11/

    http://stuffseurasianslike.wordpress.com/2013/07/14/why-did-my-asian-tiger-mom-have-to-marry-my-white-dad/

    http://stuffseurasianslike.wordpress.com/2013/07/14/what-do-wmafs-think-will-happen-if-they-have-a-son/

    Is this him?

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    1. I don't think so. He was very proud of his exotic features. Read his manifesto. Although I do believe it is harder on males who are of mixed Asian descent trying to fit in with a mostly white school. I know a few personally who had it hard growing up as half Asian. Bullying is really bad.

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    2. stop searching...he's dead...go do something more useful than hunt for shit.

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  23. It has nothing to do with him no being able to get girls. He is just a whiny spoilt angst ridden brat i there was gun control he wouldn't have been able to kill those people.

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    1. He killed more people with other weapons than he did with his gun, fool.

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  24. He coulda bought a hooker to lose his cherry. Fucking moron! Darwin called it; at least he cleansed his own gene pool :-)

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  25. My heart goes out to his family and all of his other victims. It upsets me to see everyone being so mean on all the forums. Yes, what he did was horrific and there is no "but". This is a tragic event and absolutely heartbreaking. Instead of pointing fingers and criticizing, everyone should put that energy into helping to stop this from continuing to happen.

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    1. and yet these fools who criticize are the SAME ones who are complicit in this wrecked, foolish world...

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    2. I know, it is happening so much. we have to find a way to stop this from happening again.

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  26. I think he was an Asperger's type, the type that gets really focused and obsessed. A lot of Aspies have a hard time relating to people and become their own religion to the point of embarrassment.

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  27. If a woman had slept with him he probably would have just killed her, and probably others, when he found out he wasn't the first man she slept with.

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    1. But it didnt happen so we are stuck with this motive that he was taunted and bullied....and guess what? Both of them are a problem in our schools that are ignored or romanticized on the internet.

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  28. poor kid, RIP

    Fuck the bullies, THEY are all responsible for this, not Elliot.

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    1. How is this Possible? If he died at the time. It says removed by the author.

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  30. People stop justifying what he did. You are acting as if murder should be a punishment for not someone's sexual advances.

    It's a tough world, you can't always get what you want, and you just have to man up and get on with life. What a loser does is take his problems out on innocent people.

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  31. May you remain alone in the afterlife ;)

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  32. Frankly, I think part of the problem is that a lot of guys that teach pick up hate their old self and are appauled at who they were, so when they finally strike that right balance (that for some of us, including myself, a pick up coach YEARS) they might say “I was an AFC and now I’m a PUA” yet, they really never divulge themselves completely probably because they fear they will be attacked or their old “afc” selves will rub off on them.

    And I agree with PUA Hate at one level, a lot of it is gimmick, hype and fluff. Who the fuck REALLY believes a goldfish will get you laid?

    We (as marketers) have to make this shit look easy or else it will scare off a lot of potential clients, yet, that works out in the clients detriment because they don’t understand what it’s REALLY like to be a cowboy out in that field.

    I recently dropped out of the pick up artist community marketing because I felt that in order to become marketable, I had to bury the truth behind some “goldfish” gimmick. Now, I am doing things my own way, have no problem admitting that I’ve still got a long way to go before I’m legitimate James Bond and if the long answer is what it takes to get it into these guys heads than that’s what I’ll give.

    Breaks my heart that Elliot has had his heart broken to this extent.

    Breaks my heart that we live in a world where one rumor about you or one awkward statement out of the usual can get you blacklisted.

    And the only way you’re going to survive it all is being a fucking cowboy and being willing to drop anyone out of your life that doesn’t benefit your purpose.

    It sucks we live in a world where women don’t say what they really mean or that guys feel like they have to act like gay, finicky women just to get acceptance from women.

    This is the world we live in, so we turn as many women our way, even if it’s just for a night or 2, befriend other cowboys who feel the same way about life as you and we live our lives with purpose.

    If you’re a PUA and you’re reading this, go as deep inside of yourselves to offer your soul when dealing with these guys, even if it makes you look a little “soft” and “weak” because it just might prevent something like this from happening again.

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  33. What a weirdo! Instead of buying guns, you should've gone for a hooker. Many lives would've been saved!

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    1. great point, why didnt he try a hooker, seems he was obsessed with sex. Easy enough to buy a blonde for a bj. Even go to vegas and get it legally. But thats not really what he wanted, that was his excuse, he wanted attn from everyone. he thought the world revolved around him and was upset with anyone who didnt agree.

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  34. The aurora batman shooter left a digital trail just like this. And it wasn't James Holmes.

    http://smartretorts.blogspot.com/p/thomas-brinkleymichael-cravey-aurora.html

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  35. Too bad the guy was cute had money, style and still could not make friends or dating, so we see him talking in the video he tried the more people desprezavam.Isso demonstrates that all of us should give respect and admiration of the todos.Afinal accounts he just wanted what we all want in life ..... BE HAPPY

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    1. Except that he wasn't open to happiness. He sabotaged his self. He said he wanted happiness, but his actions show he wanted attn, everyones attn, on him, all the time. He acted like the world revolved around him and used the sex and female as an excuse for his behavior. Very sad situation.

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  36. An excerpt from his manifesto reads (about his mother moving to a new place):

    "I was glad that she moved to a better place, but I would have much rather she got married to a
    wealthy man and moved into his mansion. Even though she was no longer seeing Jack, she dated other
    men of high class. She had a special way of charming them. I continued to pester her to get married so that I can be part of an upper class family and enjoy all the benefits that would come with that, but she
    always refused, claiming that she never wants to get married due to her unpleasant experiences with
    my father. I told her that she should suffer through any negative aspects of marriage just for my sake,
    because it would completely save my life, but she still refused. "

    This type of attitude and theme kept repeating itself through the whole work. This guy was sick. If this killing spree didn't happen, he would have done something else to alleviate his pain. He didn't care about anyone else but himself. If you read his work, most people treated him fairly and were nice enough to make him their friend. But he had delusions of grandeur, and would not stop until he achieved what he wanted. Condolences to all the families involved.

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    1. You will be surprised how many young kids - even the well charmed ones - share these same irrational demands with their parents. I was pissed i didnt get presents the year my parents divorced. I wanted my mom to marry this one guy cause he was pretty cool and both of them made good money.

      That said i dont like that He went on a killing spree. Yes He's a murderer. I

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  37. In no way was this anyone elses fault but his. He was not walking around being a super nice guy and every person he met treated him like crap. That is his version and his mind didnt work right. There is a whole other side we have not heard yet. Dont let his writings fool you and please change your mind set and dont blame anyone but him, the murderer.

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  38. Sounds like he is like that felon Stan Diggs

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  39. Somebody should have introduced this young man to marijuana! If he was that suicidally depressed, he should have been smoking weed. It's the best anti-depressant and it works! And it doesn't have any side effects, unlike those so-called legal anti-depressants like Wellbutrin which gives you horrible nightmares!
    I don't understand why he thought he needed a girlfriend to be happy. Girls don't make anybody happy. Those miserable, selfish, golddigging bitches would have made his life hell because they would have been only after his money!
    People think all they need to be happy is to have somebody say to them "I love you!" Bullshit! I don't need anybody's so-called love. Marijuana is what makes me happy.

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  40. It goes without saying that this is an awful tragedy for the victims and their loved ones. It's awful to think that innocent people were ruthlessly murdered by Elliot.

    I also feel sad for Elliot himself. No doubt what he did was evil but I cannot help but feel sorry for the little boy he was and the man he could have been. I've read hundreds of comments online where people wonder why this boy, who owned a BMW and was wealthy wasn't able to get 'laid'. Because money is the answer to everything!? People call him a 'Psychopath' and give their 'expert' opinions on which mental illnesses he was suffering him without ever having met him. They say he was 'evil' and will burn in real....Not productive or helpful in trying to prevent such tragedies in the future.

    This boy suffered and suffered hard and long. His family did not provide him with proper emotional support while he was growing up. No amount of cars and expensive clothes can make up for it. He was bullied by his peers. He was unable to get over his terrible fear of girls which meant he never really asked them out and never did have even a date. This world can be a cruel place. I just wish Elliot could have gotten help that would have actually made a difference in his life. I hope his victims rest in peace. You too Elliot. Rest in peace...

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    1. I can somewhat relate to Elliot. I have social anxiety. I started as a shy girl but in puberty my SA really took off. Problems at home, bullies in school, I was becoming more and more depressed and anxious, I was losing my friends one by one and by the time I was 20 I was almost completely alone. I had only 1 person, my boyfriend, he prevented me from commiting suicide and I`m thankfull for that but all in all it was a relationship full of abuse. My SA was really bad, I was spending all my free time playing computer games, going out and speaking to people was a big no-no. Just could not do it. I knew others are enjoying life and my days were filled with immense psychological and emotional pain. Only people who go through years of loneliness can understand what I`m talking about. And being alone and lonely for so long does f**k with your mind and twists your view of the world (I never wanted to kill or hurt people, though). Luckily, I made it... I still have SA, I have been to several therapists but finding a good one, that can really help you is really hard.

      So I guess I can somewhat understand where Elliot was coming from, though SA has been only one of his problems. It is sad that things turned out this way. And it`s nice to read comments like yours, vinoandroses, thank you.

      rip to all who died.

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    2. MyBleedingFingers...thank you for your comment too. I am sorry that you've had to deal with SA but I'm glad that you're doing well now.

      As far as Elliot is concerned calling him names and wanting him to burn in hell helps no one. Not the victims, does not help prevent future killings and does not help Elliot. Elliot needs our prayers too. Those poor victims were innocent but Elliot was not. He needs some compassion. All through history Saints from various religions have prayed and helped rescue lost souls such as Elliot.

      I pray to Padre Pio to help Elliot Rodger who was one such lost soul desperately craving Love in all the wrong places.

      Peace to all.

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  41. I also want to say that those ridiculing this sense of style (fabric of sweaters, lip gloss etc.)...it just goes to show you the kind of people that make up this world. Elliot was a troubled young man. I don't know what their 'excuses' are for making such shallow and inappropriate remarks.

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  42. This is a false flag. Elliot roger never even existed. This is a ploy for gun control. You people actually buy this shit? Idiots!

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  44. dude life doesnt revolve around sex.. u should've know better.

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  45. I made a YouTube video about the content contained in the end of life diary (manifesto). Be sure to read the text down bellow the video. I've spent a great deal more time (days) on the text than I did on the video. Scroll down bellow the video to find the text.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhFznba67Ew

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  46. On 23rd May 2014 Heaven had to make room for a very special someone. I'm sure that the events leading up to and following your untimely demise will serve to make omega and beta males realise the truly hideous nature of the female id, and that to tame it one'd have to strip oneself temporarily of all of the logical bindings that keep men sexually invisible to women.

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  47. Nice blog thanks for sharing the lonely in Santa Barbara blog and i have to bookmark this blog and i really like your work and keep it up.

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  48. hope you change your karma into dharma in your next life, and learned that u have to love yourself first, so you can shine and spread love all over any place you be, and your soul shines with a bright bright light, cause that is the only way your soulmate can find you..... love and peace...

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  49. Please Rest In Peace Elliot Rodger... from me Hafizah

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  50. Wow...all of this because you were alone.
    All you really needed was a friend...I wish I could have been your friend.
    We could have done all those things together, made lives for ourselves...together. Gone to the movies and dinner on double-dates...together.
    Raced our cars and camped with our girlfriends...together.
    It would have been awesome.

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  51. RIP. You'll be missed. All you did could of been prevented. Hope you're in a better place now

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  52. Rest in peace Elliot. You are a shining beacon of hope for others who have faced similar rejection.

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